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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2007|02:34 pm]
dreamyiris
Places to watch free asian movies / dramas streaming:


Main place:
http://aznv.tv/en

Quote: from d-addicts' forum:
Here are the streaming seeds for major stations.
I watch them on Windows Media Player.

Start WMP.
Press Ctrl+U and "Open URL" will popup.
Copypaste these addresses and click OK.

MBC
mms://210.114.221.153/busanmbc_tv_onair_9541

KBS1
mms://livet.kbs.co.kr/news_1tv?free_sports/*.asf

KBS2
mms://livet.kbs.co.kr/news_2tv?free_sports/*.asf

EBS
mms://219.240.37.11/L-TV_300k

YTN
mms://ytninternet.co.kr/ytn5926_200k

KCTV
mms://media1.kctvjeju.com/live05

Mnet
mms://210.122.109.157/mnet

KMTV
mms://210.122.109.157/kmtv

The SBS seeds dont work for me...but here's one via TBS.
mms://live.tbc.co.kr/tbc_tv
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(no subject) [Mar. 12th, 2007|02:34 pm]
dreamyiris
Chinese BL 虐 novels

1. 惩罚Ⅰ BL 夏雪 
http://www.jjwxc.com/wenxuecity/2006/200601/chengfa1_yy/index.htm
Rating: NC 17
Pairing: 闻人琰,蔺睿予
Summary: 六年前,闻人琰收留饥寒交迫的他,并让他担任他的特别助理;六年后,他的职位不变,却俨然成为打理他生活起居的贴身男佣。这些年来,他的个性早已被这喜怒无常的男人磨平,也认清自己的命运是操控在他手上。他唯一能做的便是以克尽职守来表达他报恩的诚心. 蔺必恭必敬的态度令他感到厌恶!刁难他,他逆来顺受;责骂他,他以道歉作回应;就连恶意攻击他,他也同样无动于衷? 哼!他就不信没办法让他脸上露出另一种表情。有趣!当他吻上蔺时,他清楚的看见他脸上的错愕,甚至还吓的落荒而逃. 他,终于捉到他的弱点了

2. 【豆花】*改编* 成的超级虐——风之情 = =++超稀饭地文
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=109982875
Rating: NC 17
Pairing: 允浩 x 金在中, 允浩 x 朴昌珉
Summary: 我一直很想问你,我给过你什么东西? 除了泪水、除了伤心。 我曾经深深地爱过一个人,那个人不是你。 你知道,却依旧让我拥抱。
我可以向天发誓,我决不是把你当作替身,因为,你根本就不像他。 他比你美上数万倍,在我心中。 我爱他,爱到愿意放弃一切,就跟你爱我一样。 你爱我吗?笑话,全天下的人都知道你爱我! 这不是自信,这是事实。 可是我不爱你,也永远都不想爱你。 因为你太可悲,这样爱着一个不爱你的人,甚至愿意让他拥抱你,用尽一切羞辱的方式。 我很讨厌你! 可是我需要你。

3.《琼觞》第一部 by 天籁纸鸢 ( 虐得我好几天没喘过气 )
《琼觞》第二部
http://w1.5ilog.com/cgi-bin/bbs/fast13/v.aspx?j=0&id=5052257
http://board8.cgiworld.dreamwiz.com/view.cgi?id=baby8888&now=1&jd=-1&ino=3052&tmp_no=3423
葵花宝典》开卷第一章:欲练此功,引刀自宫。  我九岁的时候被义父弄玉带走,渐渐被他培养成了为他夺取天下的刽子手。弄玉有着我从未见过的绝世容颜,可他却无心眷念自  己的美貌;他的武功可谓独步武林,可他却永远不知满足。他教会我如何冷血无情、如何灭绝人性、如何杀人不留痕迹……  可他却没有教过我,如何去爱一个人。  我的仇人是桓雅文。他的人正如他的名,文质彬彬,儒雅飘逸。不轻易动容的他,一颦一笑却褪尽了万物妍姿。每当次见他独立  于花前月下,眉宇间都会扬逸出一缕淡淡的忧愁……我知道他有自己的苦衷,我亦是明白他对我的感情,可我必须亲手杀了他。  我欠他的债太多,却不知此生此世是否还能偿还。  ——————  看官大人需要注意几点:  1.本文是耽美文.慎入.  2.H有不CJ的地方.慎入.  3.男主角弄玉是个心狠手辣的反派.慎入.


4. 《束缚》BY柠檬火焰 [旗奕-韩玄飞]
http://bbs5.xilubbs.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=diqingguan&message=22


5. 囚鸟系列---睿嘉(Atheana)
http://vipbbs.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=lara&message=125493
http://vipbbs.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=lara&message=125494
http://vipbbs.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=lara&message=129581
http://vipbbs.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=lara&message=132838
http://vipbbs.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=lara&message=133489
睿嘉的文,很虐心,文也很长,但是篇篇经典阿~!!!



http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=111058417


6. 《你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海》(1-89 end)
http://bbs1.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=tyliufang&message=13813
虐心,文也很长,


7. 《无香花自开》BY 无香 再吸气~又一篇悲文来了~无香大人好像也有后妈之嫌= =。可怜的林颜,你虽然是老大的助理不是卧底,可命怎么比卧底还惨~自始至终深爱着维佑,后者却对老情人andy痴情不改目无他人。痴情本无错,但维佑的自私与无情深深伤害着一直为他默默付出的林颜。终于绝了活路的林颜,临死还劝维佑去追andy,那又是怎样一种痛苦和绝望……维佑,八是偶说你,你实在不是个好小攻啊><~ JJ有此文
PS:在作者的另一部小说《怨念》中,Andy和维佑的故事另有叙述,偶只是不懂,维佑为何如此辜负了林颜……
PS2:本文由SA出版
http://bbs1.xilubbs.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=tyliufang&message=4782


8. [推荐]嫣子危《流莺》 by 羽颀 [转] 流莺番外 夜本无音
『我的司马,为何你总不相信。此生此世,赵清持也不过只爱过一人。你以为那是谁?』
你以为那是谁?
http://bbs18.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=0342043001&message=1374
http://bbs18.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=0342043001&message=1418


9. 《神州沉陆》上部 BY:等闲
http://bbs7.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=ann77&message=32089
爱?我冷笑,挥手打断他:「不错,我骗了你,你要定我欺君之罪也无所谓。你竟然对你的亲外甥,一个两岁的孩子使用‘缠绵’之毒。我们已经——你为何还要下此毒手?爱我爱到要杀死我的妻儿,陛下,你的爱太残酷,恕荐清承受不起。」.....


10. 《非凤来仪》by 绯语
http://vipbbs.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=lara&message=81717
http://vipbbs.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=lara&message=81723
‘少寒,我只是要告诉你,我不会放弃的。人不可能一生都不再爱人,我不求你立刻爱上我,我也不求你立刻忘记皇上,我只要你一天一点的渐渐喜欢我,一年,两年,三年,八年,十年,二十年,三十年,四十年……终有一天,你会爱上我的,哪怕只有一点点。’
这是他给我第一个宣誓,而他的确做到了……我爱上他了。
可期限远远没有两年,三年,八年,十年,二十年,三十年,四十年这么长……我们之间,甚至只有一年时间……
Hao!


11. 转世?算我一个!(出版稿)  作者:青岚
http://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=136454
我还是在寻找,寻找真正属于自己想要的情感。但是心里突然想明白,放弃,有的时候也没那么难。
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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2007|01:17 am]
dreamyiris
每一次
都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次
就算很受伤
也不闪泪光
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
飞过绝望
不去想
他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见
每天的夕阳
也会有变化
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
给我希望
我终于
看到
所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻
歌声多嘹亮
我终于
翱翔
用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风
就飞多远吧
隐形的翅膀
让梦恒久比天长
留一个
愿望
让自己想象


我渴望一个传奇,
一个平凡的传奇。
我愿心中有不灭的灯火,
照亮生命中的每一次黑暗。
我一生只要一个爱人,
一生只为实现一个梦想.


因为爱你,我几乎要忘记了,我是飞鸟,你是鱼。
当时我折断了双翼,你不安于水底,在天空与海洋相连的地方,我们相恋。
我渴望飞翔,而你喜欢四处游曳。
我为你拨去我的羽毛,我没想到,这样的我是多么丑陋。
而你只是冷冷的,给我一些空虚的快乐。
如果把我的翅膀给你,你会不会飞得太高一去不回?
如果让我学会游水,我会不会渴望更广的海洋?
你说你许了愿,希望来世你是飞鸟。
你可知我也许了愿,希望来世我是鱼。


并非所有愿望都是正确的,
有一些失去原来是幸运的,
只不过当时我们都无法明白,
很多年后才醒悟命运的安排。
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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2006|05:59 pm]
dreamyiris
  只要我生存在这世上
我也许
还是会继续犯罪吧
还是会继续背叛吧
还是会受伤和伤害
会厌倦 会焦躁 会被人打垮
而咬牙忍耐吧

对我的力量不能打倒的强者
唯有
狂莽地挑起争战
手腕被折断
双眼因为流出的血而生锈

这样的我
一定会被人嘲弄吧
嫌恶我凄惨懦弱的样子
以石掷我
以恶语伤我
但是
我仍用我唯一的行尸般的肉体
挣扎起来前行
继续犯罪
继续暴露自己
继续怒视着世界前进
继续
用这双手 这双脚
生存下去

为什么
因为我知道
人事无常 生命苦短
知道我只是我自己
知道在这世上
拥有最重要的人的我
只要生存在这世上
就绝对不能输

——京极熏
 
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(no subject) [Nov. 18th, 2006|12:29 pm]
dreamyiris
浸色 by 12012


Hey people 1 night section
Hey people 2 night section
Hey people 3 night section
Hell me go!!


暗黒街 腐食する 禁断症状の夜
ヒラヒラと蝶のタトゥー何処までも飛んでゆけ
ニヤケてる黒山羊と三日月を散歩する
出口の無い迷路みたい 二ツ目の鍵を掛ける


good night mamy&dady 69 honey
子守歌を聞かせて おやすみのKissを下さい
good bye 切断 Baby!!


people hey people!!
足の無い兵隊が行進する
腕の無いピエロが手拍子してる
鼓笛隊はナイフを掲げ笑う
Luv  section!!  welcom to night mare


悪夢の森の中 逃れられない本の中ゲラゲラゲラゲラ黒山羊が笑う
誰にも気付かれないように食べ物を少し分けてやる
ゲラゲラゲラゲラ黒山羊が笑う


shinshoku
Romanized by Toki

Hey people 1 night section
Hey people 2 night section
Hey people 3 night section
Hell me go!!

ankokugai fuhai suru kindan shoujou no yoru
HIRAHIRA to chou no Tattoo doko made mo tonde yuke
NIYAKEteru kuro yagi to mikaduki wo sanpo suru
deguchi no nai meiro mitai futaTSUme no kagi wo kakeru

good night mamy&dady 69 honey
komoriuta wo kikasete oyasumi no Kiss wo kudasai
good bye setsudan Baby!!

people hey people!!
ashi no nai heitai ga koushin
ude no nai Pierrot ga tebyoushi shiteru
kotekitai wa Knife wo kakage warau
Luv section!! welcom to night mare

akumu no mori no naka nigererarenau hon no naka GERA GERA GERA GERA kuro yagi ga warau
dare ni mo kidukarenai you ni tabemono wo sukoshi wakete yaru
GERA GERA GERA GERA kuroyama hitsuji ga warau
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2006|08:42 am]
dreamyiris
仙流 花流

http://www.loverukawa.com/
http://www.sdacademe.com/
http://senru0.tripod.com/ch2a/chinese2a.htm



http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=34106083

1)[仙流] 东京绝爱物语 作者:sky
http://www.acfield.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=87022&extra=&page=1
Status: Finished at part 40.
Summary: 东京喧哗繁杂的冷夜下,沦落在日本第一舞厅“皇庭”的男妓流川枫执着不羁的错爱着影坛新星仙道彰。一个无心的巧合,仙道的挚友华纳公司的制作人藤真健司将流川重新带回仙道的生活。风尘旧事,家族情仇,当仙道重新面对流川一颗冰冷破碎的心时,日本黑帮强流零门的大哥樱木花道的倾心关爱正在慢慢溶化流川心中的封冰。深知仙道浪荡个性的藤真,不顾仙道的追求,一心坚持着对于自己一同被称为娱乐界两才子的神海集团大制作人牧绅一无望的爱。一份绝爱,将几颗失落的心在东京这个浮华的城市中重新汇合起来。藤真的最后的举人之作《绝爱物语》,启发了仙道,体会到自己真正心意,看清周身是非的他,终于决定放弃一切去寻回那份早已绝望的爱。
This is a loooooooooong loooooooong novel about the trials and tribulations of Sendoh and Rukawa relationship. It's really complex, with a lot sub-plots interwoven with one another, but in the end everything just clicks. One of the better angsty angsty Senru story I've read.

2) [仙流]古装/武侠 《吟罢江山》 by bio
http://www.sdacademe.com/auth.php?aid=1&id=2extra=page%3D10

3) [仙流]现代/情感 十字 BY ICE
http://www.sdacademe.com/text.php?id=19&tid=421
Summary: 在十字路口,走错一步,也许就两样。Love this story to bits, especially the beginning. Sometimes in this harsh world of reality, true love is just not sufficient. The bitter truth to the beginning of a 'happily ever after' ending...

4) [仙流]世纪末,最后的流星雨 by sun sun
part 1; http://ssmu.net/blog/user1/257/archives/2005/1789.shtml
part 2: http://ssmu.net/blog/user1/257/archives/2005/1790.shtml
Summary: A little confusing, with the timelines.. Should have better formatting..

5) [仙流]古装/武侠《雁南飞》 by Range
http://www.sdacademe.com/auth.php?aid=79&id=2
Summary: Lovely plotting, love the twist at the ending. Just hints of Senru love. The tragedy of honour, responsibilty and love in the battlefield...

6) 幻枫 by 作者:黑猫
part 1-8: http://www.sdacademe.com/auth.php?aid=84&id=20
Summary: AU, vampire. Senru pairing, with hints of Hanaru. Sendoh is a master vampire with a cruel evil streak. Rukawa is a 'pet' that he picked up out of sadistic delight after systematically massacring Rukawa's entire 'Kizune' clan. For years, Sendoh kept Rukawa at his side taunting Rukawa to kill him to take revenge for his clan..... A tale of bloody, sadistic love-hate relationship........

7)[仙流]现代/情感 Relationship by 天野平
http://www.sdacademe.com/list.php?id=19&page=35
Summary: Post-SD world. One of the more mature Senru novels. Rukawa retired from NBA and started a round-the-world long-distance relationship with Sendoh. It's absolutely lovely to read this novel: witty, humourous, with a dash of realism, and visitations to all the beautiful places in the world.... sighz.........

8)[仙流]古装/武侠 齐风(完) by 往世
http://www.sdacademe.com/text.php?id=13&tid=852
Summary: Rukawa is the king-maker. Sendoh murders Fujima to become the king.....

9) [仙流古装]《错恋枫情》完 by 如枫飞舞
http://www.loverukawa.com/Article.asp?id=1011
Summary: 流川枫一直是以女装出现的,好象是什么杀人魔头.仙道是来杀他的,结果没杀成,反而喜欢上他了.结果发现流川枫不仅是男的,而且是他杀父仇人,就离开了枫枫.枫枫也因此意志萧条放弃了对来剿灭他的人抵抗,被囚禁在一个孤岛上,N年后又回来,恢复男身,藤真跟阿神是他好朋友.流川枫回来以后,不知道怎么的输给了仙道,然后被仙道关在了什么大院子里 ....
Fantastic... =)

total adaptation from : 残月情劫目录 作者:封情
http://www.2yanqing.com/book/CanYueQingJie14216/book.htm

10) 堕落天使 by viper
http://bbs7.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=momihongli&message=62
Summary: Sendon has heart problems and is in need of an urgent operation. Rukawa sells his body to raise funds for the operation. ANgst ahead

11) 同行 作者:黑瞳
parts 1-9 : http://www.senruonly.com/wenxx.asp?z_id=688&zz_id=273
part: 10-end: http://www.senruonly.com/wenxx.asp?z_id=689&zz_id=273
Summary: Senru. Rukawa intends to go to america to play basketball. His coach and mother suggested that he brings Sendoh along to america. What follows is a series of events that ties Rukawa and Sendoh together. Featuring: in-denial, slowly falling in love- Rukawa.... and engimatic Sedndoh

12) 《5天7小时23分钟》posted by 流川§崎美紫
http://post.baidu.com/f?z=9866674&ct=335544320&lm=0&sc=0&rn=50&tn=baiduPostBrowser&word=%A1%BEsd%A1%BFfans%BE%DF%C0%D6%B2%BF&pn=0
Summary: Senru, SendohxFujima, FujimaxMaki... When Sendoh and Rukawa bumped into each other at the airport, one leaving for tokyo, the other leaving for america.. They decided to spend the next 5 days, 7 hours and 23 minutes with each other.. Will Rukawa overcome his fears and accept Sendoh's love? Will Sendoh finally realise his love for Rukawa? Super duper long fic... So-so...

13) 远大前程 by viper
http://bbs7.xilu.com/cgi-bin/bbs/view?forum=momihongli&message=59
Summary: From Fujima's perspective on Senru's relationship.

14)SD[仙流]等(全)
http://hk.netsh.com/eden/bbs/1026/html/tree_31712.html
Summary: Heavy angst ahead.. waiting ...

15)[仙流]分明不爱 by Yisy
http://www.sdacademe.com/auth.php?aid=133&id=12
Summary: Angst. Sendoh left Rukawa for Fujima, having had enough of Rukawa's cold attitude....

16)[牧藤仙流]《成全》by memories
http://www.sdacademe.com/auth.php?aid=3&id=12
Summary: From Maki's point of view. The hints of senru relationship from Maki's eyes, makes it a interesting read. Everyone is selfish.

17)[牧仙流] 紫
http://w1.5ilog.com/cgi-bin/mybbs/f/fglhfs/view.asp?j=0&id=1903849
Adapted from a movie. Apparently
Rukawa is the right hand man of Maki, a terrorist. During one of the confrontations with the police, Rukawa was left behind comatose. Having lost his memory, Rukawa was subsequently hypnotised by the police to believe that he was a undercover tracking Maki down. Sendoh was commanded by his superiors to take care of Rukawa, during his brainwashing. Later, Rukawa was sent back by the police in the attempt to stop Maki from implementing his terrorist plans..... Tragic ending...

18)(仙花流)《蓦然回首》glass ice

http://sh.netsh.com/bbsjh/25755/7/6320.html
Angst. With time, everything just fades away. About growing up and sacrificing...

19) SD(仙流)破茧(完)by maya
http://hk.netsh.com/eden/bbs/1026/html/tree_31733.html
http://hk.netsh.com/eden/bbs/1026/html/tree_31735.html (seqeulae)
One of the BEST, i have ever read. beautiful prose. from rukawa point of view. the plotting is nothing great. but the words, the feelings, the pure emotions that the author portray in the story is beyond fantastic.




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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2006|07:11 pm]
dreamyiris
Collection of favourite Pikame + Akame fanfiction (Chinese)

Last updated: 26 August 2006

Chinese search engine: www.baidu.com

1.[原创]《溺火》[赤龟/山龟] 1-21[全][callmecelio]
Pairing: Akame + Pikame
Rating: NC-17
Length: novel
Status: completed
Summary: Angst. Tear-jerking. Setting in ancient Japan. War, ambition, self-sacrifice, madly deeply in love, jealousy.
Recommended: Definitely

2.[赤龟/山龟]《焚海》[callmecelio]
http://akfc.huming.com/bbs/simple/index.php?t1291.html
Pairing: Akame + Pikame
Status: in progress: part 7

3. : [赤龟/山龟]《他 他》BY:精灵&舞
Pairing: Akame + Pikame
Status: in progress: part 5

4. Haunted by Ambush
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=43486&extra=page%3D20
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=44798&extra=page%3D19
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=45466&extra=page%3D17
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=45644&extra=page%3D16
Pairing: Ryo Jin Kame Uchi; Many pairings
Rating: PG 13
Status: 5 parts finished
Summary: Witches. Occult magic. Horror. Mystery.

5. [仁龟] 禁 言 by 死在精灵海
Pairing: Akame + ALLxkame
Status: in progress part 8
Rating: NC - 17, vaguely non-con
Summary: Mystery. Intrigue. Suspense. Murder. Amnesia.

6. 【原创】【仁龟】一季暖雪 by 死在精灵海
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=41739
Pairing: Akame
Status: in progress part 3

7. [亮/龜中心]《夜末CLUB》by 亀のuu
[上部完結]: http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=48952&extra=page%3D1 (二十回
[下部]: http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=48953&extra=page%3D12
Pairing: Ryokame + othersKame
Status: in progress
Summary: Night club.

8. [ALL龟]伪装的灰姑娘 by 塔楠雅
http://johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=51504&extra=page%3D1
Pairing: Akame Pikame Ryokame
Rating: NC 17
Status: Finished
Summary: Model Kame. Big company boss Yamapi. Designer Ryo. Conniving !whore Kame who plots and schemes. ANGST.

9. [赤山龟系列三]圆 [部分H慎入] by uu
http://kamenashi.net
Pairing: Jin x Kame x Pin in various combinations
Rating: NC 17
Status: Completed
Summary: Circle love. Kame loves Jin, Jin loves Pin and Pin loves Kame. Jealousy. General unhappiness abound.

10. [CP暂无]---最恶 by shi 温石
Rating: NC-17 SM Non-con
Summary: Possessiveness. Violent Jin. !Tortured Kame.

11. [仁龟] 眉尖 1- 13 by 千年
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=51603&extra=page%3D1
Rating: NC 17
Status: finished
Summary: abandoned jin. broken promises. lost of trust. kame having kids. reunion.

12. [原创]孽债 (ALL龟,高H)by 萤子
http://www.msfxz.com/read.php?tid=3187&fpage=4
Pairing: Pikame Akame mainly and ALLxKame
Rating: NC 17
Status: in progress part 7 (9 June 2006)
Summary: reincarnation. paying back previous sins. finding lost love. second chances. Prositution. Revenge. all round torturing of kame.

13. [ALL龟][江湖风云系] 《缘螫》 第一卷 (完)by 神樂Kagura
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=49402&extra=page%3D12
http://www.pkamigo.com/bbs/read.php?tid=100
Pairiing: Ryokame, Pikame, Akame, JunnoKame (In order of appearance)
Rating: G
Status: in progress : 2nd scroll (11 June 2006)
Summary: Setting like Jin-Yong styled. Martial Arts. Romance. Mysterious beautiful Kame. Lady-killer lord of an island - Yamapi. Special secret martial arts manual. Leader of the martial arts community - Ryo.

14.華怨斷章 by 仁形。毒药K
part 1-3: akfc
part 4 onwards: http://www.52blog.net/user3/91543/cmd.shtml?uid=91543&do=month&month=200602
part 15: http://johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=51172&extra=page%3D1

15.孟加拉之蛇 [山龟/泷龟] by 喝汤勺勺温石
part 1-15
1-7: http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=45874
8:kamenashi.net
9: kamenashi.net
10: http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=48463
11-15: http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/archiver/?tid-49441.html
rating: NC 17
summary: yakuza. big boss takki. nephew yampi. tortured mute kame.

16
http://www.2008red.com/member_pic_13/files/kamenashikazuya/html/article_2517_1.shtml

17 [仁龟]杀阵 by 毛绒绒
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=53853&extra=page%3D1
Rating: NC-17, non-con
Pairing: Akame, Ryo-uchi
Status: FINIShed
Summary: Ancient china setting. Martial arts. Revenge. Tortured, abused, ill-treated, wronged, misunderstood Kame. Rebellious, bitter, spiteful, proud Jin. Mystery. ANGST ANGST ANGST

18 【AK,PK,PA】你是我的幸福
http://www.kat-tun-v.com/read.php?tid=2613
Status: finished
rating: NC 16. element of non-con
Pairing: Akame, Pikame, Pin-Jin, Ryo-Uchi
summary: circle love. university setting. established Pikame relationship. One sided P-jin love. Budding Akame love.

19. [AK/PK] 《窒息·谎言·绳》by 冰狩邪刃
http://www.kat-tun-v.com/read.php?tid=1854&fpage=2
Pairing: Akame, Pikame
status: in progress: part 2
summary: dream. confusion. ropes. death. asphyxiation. hanging. blurring of realities. horror. suspense.

20. [AK] 幸福的期限 by sukizu
http://www.kat-tun-v.com/read.php?tid=2295&fpage=2
pairing: akame
status: finished
summary: childhood fairy tales. little mermaid.

21. [仁龟/亮龟、赤山]出轨 全 BY Shi
http://akfc.huming.com/bbs/read.php?tid=172&fpage=2
pairing: akame ryokame Pjin
rating: nc 17
status: finished
summary: tragedy. separation. bitter love.

22. [赤龟]夜魇 1~3end H BY izumi
http://www.yltt.net/viewthread.php?tid=426&extra=page%3D1
Pairing: Akame
rating: NC 17
Status: finished
summary: heartless kame. prostitution. hopelessly bewitched Jin. Money. downward spiral.

23.山龜] 對手 (1-15完) 文BY:狐太郎
http://www.pkamigo.com/bbs/read.php?tid=173&fpage=1&toread=&page=1
pairing: Pikame
status: finished
summary: inspired by Summary fighting scene between Yamapi and Kame. Rivalry. Hilarious

24.[赤山亮/龟]《对不起,我爱你》by 小龟
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=52331&extra=page%3D1
pairing: Akame; Pikame; RyoKame
rating: NC 17; elements of non-con; sibling love
status: Finished
summary: Tragic with many twists and turns. Pikame initally with Yamapi leaving Kame. Kame became self-destructive = became MB. Jin, a playboy, treats Kame horribly. Revenge on Kame for being his step-brother. Memory loss. Kame became bitter, cynical. On the sidelines, Ryo gives TLC to Kame.


25.[AK]源于爱 BY:rachel
http://www.johnnysclub.net
pairing: Akame, Pin-jin, Ryouchi, slight Nakamaru-kame
status: in progress - PART 16 7 july 06
summary: transformation. Werewolf Jin. Special powers. Normal human Kame. Cursed. Murderer.

26. [仁龟]心计(一至四)+番外 by first 转自月之道
http://akfans.cn/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=2034&extra=page%3D1
pairing: Akame
Status: finished
summary: Scheming Kame with hidden motive, wanting revenge. Hopelessly in love Jin. Hurt. Angst. Falling ....

27.[PAK]時と花 by seiran
http://www.kat-tun-v.com/read.php?tid=98&fpage=2
pairing: Akame, Pjin
Status: in progress: part 4
summary: Kattun as backdrop. Jin and Kame are friends with "fringe" benefits.
Kame is in love with Jin. Jin just wants to keep their relationship simple with just the additional sex. Kame suffers in silent turmoil. Yamapi just complicates matters between the two of them.

28. [仁龟] 《陌生人》 by jessie仁仁
http://johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=52398&extra=page%3D3
pairing: Akame, Ryokame
status: WIP : part 4
Summary: Past love Akame. Now Ryokame

29. [×龟] Unintended Heaven by 死在精灵海 11章全
http://akfans.cn/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=1303&extra=page%3D1
pairing: manyxkame
status: finished
rating: NC 17
summary: DEFINITELY RECOMMENDED!

30. (赤龟主)  秘密 by 蛀牙鼠
http://akfc.huming.com/
pairing: Akame, Pikame,
status: wip
rating: NC 17, brotherly love
summary: jealous brotherly love Jin has towards Kame.

31. 遥远的约束
http://amandakame.spaces.msn.com/PersonalSpace.aspx
Pairing: Akame
Summary: Angst!

32. [山龜] 空氣 by 狐太郎
http://kamenashi.net
Pairing: Pikame, Akame (slight Jin-Pi)
Summary: Yamapi POV, about how he slowly realise the importance of Kame in his life.. however the realisation came much too late..

33. [赤山龟系列一]三个人的故事 by uu 月の道
http:kamenashi.net
Pairing: Circle love between Jin, Yamapi, Kame
Summary: Circle love. Bet. Confused boys. School setting. Slight angst ahead.

34. 原创】[隼X龟/赤X龙] 《注定》(1—19END)完文 by 飞天小龟
http://johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=42108&extra=page%3D3
Pairing: Hayato/Kame and Jin/Ryu (Slight hint of Pikame)
Rating: NC 17 Non-con
Status: Finished
Summary: A fusion of current Kattun's Kame and Jin with the grown-up-in-a-gangster-organisation's Hayato and Ryu. Hayato is controlling, domineering and wants Kame. He will not take "No" as an answer. Kame is taken hostage by Hayato's feelings for him and is totally embrolled into Hayato's world. At the background, rivals' of Hayato's gang seeked to destroy Hayato. As Kame's presence became known to the rival gangs, Kame's safety became threatened. What lies ahead for Kame is a journey full of pain, torture and sadness, all because of one man's strong love for him....
Definitely Recommended.~!@@

35. [赤亮/龟]<冢罪> 5章全 (#4高H,慎入;ORZ) by 忆新心
http://akfans.cn/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=1524&extra=page%3D1
Pairing: Akame, Ryokame, Takkikame
Rating: NC 17
Status: Finished
Summary: Kat-tun has dissolved and re-formed as EXCELLENCE with the disappearance of Kame to American to treat his injuries a year ago. However no one has managed to contact Kame in American. In the mean time, Ryo hired a private investigator who found Kame living intimately with Takki, the Kame whom had loved Jin with all his heart and soul. What is happening? Tortured, misunderstood Kame ahead!!

36. [赤龟?赤山?]僕はだれ?(我是谁?)
Pairing: Akame? Pin? ??????
Rating: NC 15
Status: Finished
Summary: Psychopathic. Messed up. Horror. Thriller. Suspense. Beyond excellence!!!

37. [原创彰修隼龙] memory by 樱泽
http://www.fortomo.com/bbs/simple/index.php?t394.html
Pairing: AkiraXShuuji and HayatoXRyu
Status: Finished
Summary: cross over between nobuta world and gokusen II

38. Maybe
http://www.jinkameclub.com/archiver/?tid-6428.html
Pairing: Akame
Status: Finished
Summary: Jin, a cruel wealthy businessman used 50 million to buy Kame.

39. [山龟]朱·砂 by kana0517
pairing : pikame
status: wip
rating: NC17
Summary:

40. 指尖的向日葵
pairing: akame, Maruxkame background of Pin
status: finished
rating: NC 17

41. ★02月01日★【某四的第一次】暧昧(AK)
http://post.baidu.com/f?z=81137240&ct=335544320&lm=0&sc=0&rn=50&tn=baiduPostBrowser&word=%B9%EA%C0%E6%BA%CD%D2%B2&pn=0
status: finished
rating: G
Pairing: Akame, slight maru-kame
summary: Kame and Jin became step-brothers, when their parents married.

42. 【原创】倾国怨怜[仁/龟,亮/内](古代)
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=83471388
status: finished
rating: G
Pairing: Akame, Ryouchi
Summary: Werewolf

43. ★08月13日★【开坑】棋局(AK古装,第一次写文)
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=123390885

44. ★09月08日★【开文】水月断章 虐文慎入(改编文AK)
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=131697870

45. ★08月06日★【原创】AK同人《撞上了》
http://post.baidu.com/f?z=120934094&ct=335544320&lm=0&sc=0&rn=50&tn=baiduPostBrowser&word=%B9%EA%C0%E6%BA%CD%D2%B2&pn=0

46. [草龟] Things between you and me #1~15 全文完
http://www.johnnysclub.net/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=20819

47. AK 【原创】两个人,一个人
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=78044136

48. 【原创】龟梨传说(主PK)
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=137974038

49. 原创】禁断(AK)虐!
http://post.baidu.com/f?kz=141196020

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(no subject) [Sep. 29th, 2006|08:40 pm]
dreamyiris
Raphael translated lyrics

1. Title: Lost Graduation
Words: Kazuki
Music: Kazuki

the lonely footsteps echo in the quiet emptiness
somehow even this scenery I've seen so often pains me
when I ascend to the top of the stairs to a door I recognize all too well,
I wonder if I'll understand the world on the other side of that door?

What was I looking for here?
in this constantly returning feeling, beyond agony, beyond lonliness
I go looking for the answer...

Unable to have those sights that I longed for, time slips me by
it pains me... how momentary it is...
feelings are deep...
I can't say it... I shut it inside...
though I'm weaker than anyone else
I'm sad... I'm lonely...
and afraid to be alone...

I understood but I dreamed
because I didn't want to understand
how many nights did I spend shivering alone?

what was I waiting for in this place?
in this constantly returning feeling, beyond agony, beyond loneliness I go looking for an answer...

I can't say it... I shut it inside...
though I'm weaker than anyone else
I'm sad... I'm lonely...
I'm afraid to be alone...
Now, time sees me off to the root of my sadness
This "me" isn't afraid, so I open the door.

I can't see "what's" important to me in this sad age
now, in my heart I can change the me that was so determined

Don't forget me... Don't forget me...
because I leave these words behind.
because there's surely meaning to me being me...

the single white flower blooming gently from me now
kisssed me so that I wouldn't be destroyed by these tears.

don't leave me... don't leave me...
My sweet purity will remain as it was
For an eternity... I promise.
Because I am what I am...

I entrusted my body to the wind as gentle as a dream
tears, sadness, and loneliness... now I forget them all.

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

Translator's Notes: Anyone who's been to a Japanese school, has probably seen that the stair go all the way to the roof, which is flat. many Japanese students looking for a place to run away to go up here. This song seems to be Kazuki returning to his school after some time, and climbing the stairs he used to climb. I'm guessing that the singer has some deep regrets about the way his life has panned out for him. The singer used to go up to the roof to wait for answers but they never came. And this feeling that somehow everything was meaningless kept creeping back into his head. The song is about his suicide. The last few lines of the song, are describing how he has the courage now to jump that he didn't back then. a flower blooming in his chest that gives him strength. When the song says toki ha ima, kanashimi no wake ni okuridasu it suggests that the time has pushed him back to the root of his sadness. The last lines of the song, are likely a description of the jump off the roof into the gentle wind.

作詞·作曲:華月 編曲:Raphael/平井光一

孤独な足音が響く静かな空白
見慣れたこの景色すらも何故か切なくて
階段を昇りつめれば懐かしい扉
扉の向こうの世界は僕を理解るのかな

僕はこの場所に何を求めてたのだろう
繰り返す想いの中
苦悩を越えて 孤独を越えて
答えを探しに、、、

憧れたあの情景 叶わぬままに時は去り
切なくて、、、儚くて、、、
想いは深くて、、、
言えなくて、、、閉じ込めて、、、
誰よりも弱いのに
悲しくて、、、寂しくて、、、
一人は怖くて、、、

理解ってた でも夢見た
理解りたくなかったから
幾つの夜を一人で震えてたのだろう

僕はこの場所に何を待っていたのだろう
繰り返す想いの中
苦悩を越えて 孤独を越えて
答えを探しに、、、

言えなくて、、、閉じ込めて、、、
誰よりも弱いのに
悲しくて、、、寂しくて、、、
一人は怖くて、、、
時は今 この僕を悲しみの理由に送り出す
怖くない「僕」だから 扉を開くよ

大切な「何か」が見えない 悲しい時代だから
今揺るぎない「僕」を胸に 僕が変えるから、、、

忘れないで、、、忘れないで、、、
この詩を残すから
「僕」でいる僕の意味きっとあるから、、、

今そっと僕に咲いた 一輪の白い花
この涙に 壊れぬように 僕にくちづけた

離さない、、、離さない、、、
僕のままの純粋
永遠に、、、誓うから、、、
「僕」でいるから、、、

夢のような優しい風に 体を委ねた
涙も悲しみも孤独も 今は忘れて、、、


kodoku na ashioto ga hibiku shizukana kuuhaku
inareta kono keshiki suramo nazeka setsunakute
dankai o noboritsumereba natsukashii tobira
tobira no mukou no sekai wa boku o rikairu nokana

boku wa kono basyo ni nani o motometetano darou
kurikaesu omoi no naka
kunou o koete kodoku o koete
kotae o sagashini

akogareta ano jyoukei kanawanu mamani toki ha sari
setsunakute hatanakute
omoi wa fukakute
ienakute tojikomete
dare yorimo yowai noni
kanashikute sabishikute
hitori wa kowakute

rikaitteta demo yumemita
rikairitakunakatta kara
itsu no yoru o hitori de furueta no darou

boku ha kono basyo ni nani o matteita no darou
kurikaesu omoi no naka
kunou o koete kodoku o koete
kotae o sagashi ni

ienakute tojikomete
dare yorimo yowai noni
kanashikute sabishikute
hitori ha kowakute
toki ha ima kono boku o kanashimi no riyuu ni okuridasu
kowakunai boku dakara tobira o aku yo

taisetsu na nanika ga mienai kanashii jidai da kara
ima yurugi nai boku o mune ni boku ga kaeru kara

wasurenaide wasurenaide
kono uta o nokosu kara
boku de iru boku no imi kitto aru kara

ima sotto boku ni saita ichirin no shiroi hana
kono namida ni kowarenuyouni boku ni kuchiduketa

hanasanai hanasanai
boku no mama no jyunsui
eienni chikau kara
boku de iru kara

yume no youna yasashii kaze ni karada o yudaneta
namida no kanashimi mo kodoku mo ima ha wasurete


寂靜的空白之中響起了孤獨的腳步聲
這個經常看到的景色 為何會那樣傷痛?
行上樓梯就是懷念的門 這扇門後的世界的了解嗎?

我在這裡究竟想追求什麼? 不停的思索中
越過苦惱 越過孤獨 去尋找答案

憧憬的那個情景 已悄悄地離去
悲傷不已...虛幻無常...
深深的記憶...
說不出來...關閉起來...
比誰都更軟弱
悲傷不已...寂寞非常...一個人很恐怖啊...

明白 不過在夢中的時候卻不明白
究竟有幾多個夜裡是我自己一個在震抖的?

我在這裡究竟在等待什麼? 不停的思索中
越過苦惱 越過孤獨 去尋找答案

說不出來...關閉起來...比誰都更軟弱
非常傷心...寂寞非常...一個人很恐怖啊...
現在 這個我由悲傷的理由中被送了出來
因為「我」不害怕恐怖 打開這扇門

很重要的「什麼」已經遺失了 因為悲傷的時代
現在「我」的內心已搖動不了 我已變了...

不會忘記...不會忘記...
這首詩所剩下的 一定會有「我」存在過的意味

現在我悄悄的盛開著 一輪白色的花
這眼淚 破壞不了 被我吻著的

不會離開...不會離開...我只是純粹
許下...永遠的諾言...
「我」存在過...

夢境之中的清風
眼淚、悲傷、孤獨 現在全部都忘記...


Title: Hana Saku Inochi Aru Kagiri (As Long as the Life of a Flower Blooms)
Words: Kazuki
Music: Yuki/Kazuki

Chasing a memory that can never return, there were too many
impurities.
I thought the feelings I denied were crazy.

When I was a child, I hated impurities more than anything else.
Before I knew it I was accpeting of them
washed away to somewhere..., lost...

I'll become so pretty as to be ugly...
on that night when I touched you (purity).
The more we're together the lonelier it is.
As long as the life of a flower blooms
eternally the two of us.

The bigger I got the more impurities I saw
tired of feeling confused, someday i too will...

Everyone fears losing something so they hold it all in...
when i look back upon myself in ruin,
washed away somewhere, lost...

I'm held by you, who lived by only purity
I can return to being clean
even if I have a past (sins) that can't be rewritten
as long as the life of a flower blooms
eternally the two of us...

I'll become so pretty as to be ugly...
on that night when I touched you (purity).
The more we're together the lonelier it is.
As long as the life of a flower blooms
eternally the two of us.

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

Translator's Notes: Man... this song seems so sad in light of Kazuki's suicide. We're glad someone requested this. Kazuki was 19 when he died and most of his lyrics seem to have this really youthful innocence, but this one has something deeper underlying it. It seems to be the story of becoming an adult and getting used to being dirty. Letting your innocence go. The really great thing is the number of contradictions that he makes, because as we all know being an adult is about contradictions. For instance, "I'll be so beautiful it'll be ugly", and "as long as the flower blooms" "eternally"... the sting is that a flower soon dies, and an eternity is a much longer time. We translated "kirei" as clean the second time because there was so much talk about impurity... but it probably also means "pretty" in that case.

花 咲 く 命 あ る 限 り
[作詞: 華月 作曲: YUKI/華月 編曲: Raphael/平井光一]

戻り得ぬ記憶を辿る
汚いものが多すぎた
拒む私の考えが
おかしいと思った、、、

幼い頃 汚い事を何より嫌ってた
気がつけば 受け入れてる私
何処かで 流されて、、、失くして、、、

醜い程に綺麗になるわ、、、
貴方ー純粋ーに触れたこの夜に
孤独な程に二人でいるわ、、、
花咲く命ある限り
永遠に二人、、、

一つ大きくなるごとに
一つ汚いものを見た
戸惑う事に疲れて
いつしか私も、、、

誰もが皆失う事怖れて 閉じ込めて、、、
振り返れば変わり果てた自分
何処かで 流されて、、、失くして、、、

至純に生きた貴方ー純粋ーに抱かれ
私は綺麗に戻れるの
二度と戻れぬ過去ー過ちーがあろうと
花咲く命ある限り
永遠に二人、、、

醜い程に綺麗になるわ、、、
貴方ー純粋ーに触れたこの夜に
孤独な程に二人でいるわ、、、
花咲く命ある限り
永遠に二人、、、


3. Title: Shoujyou 3. XXX Ahou (Sickness 3. XXXness)
Words: Kazuki
Music: Kazuki

Why did create humans?
With inequalities from birth
Why did create the earth?
A foolishness hidden from everyone

"Even when I'm just out walking, when I pass you by,
you turn to look at me."
You don't understand what it means to me,
when I hear you laughing at me again...

The form of our world is clearly a "mistake"
Realize that no one can choose what they look like when they are born.

Why did create humans?
pleasure is derived from feeling superior
Why did create the earth?
this poor spoiled brain.

"why does everyone laugh when someone does an impersonation of me?"
you don't understand what supreme purity means.

Is there no way for us to live together,
recognizing that this is just the way we were born?
Tell me the truth
even if its just a "mistake"
we might still have time...

Why did create humans?
With inequalities from birth
Why did create the earth?
A foolishness hidden from everyone

the inequality which we can see is the equality which we can't see.
You can't see all you have going for you, can you?

For you being born now, there's no inferiority or superiority.
It's just truth
Everyone has something wonderful that they and only they have.

I believe the day is coming that we'll all be able to understand this
Forever I'll keep singing this to you, just how I was born.

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

Translator's Notes: Kazuki must have written this looking at the way people treat people who in anyway abnormal from birth. Handicap people, people that society might dub ugly because they don't fit the standard of beauty. Kazuki's message is that we should do away with ideas of inferiority and superiority in society and learn to appreciate the beauty of every individual.


症状3.XXX症

Why did create humans?
生まれ持った不平等
Why did create the earth?
誰にも秘められた愚か

「こうして歩いてるだけで
 すれ違う度、振り向くね。」
また聞こえる笑い声の意味さえも・・・

世界(ぼくら)のこの姿は明らかな「間違い」
Realaize 生まれた姿は誰も選べないから・・・

Why did create humans?
悦はそう優越感
Why did create the earth?
貧しい汚れた頭

「そうして僕のまねをして
どうしてみんなが笑うの?」
至上の純粋にそんな意味さえも・・・

生まれたままを認め合い
共に生きる道はないのですか?
Tell me truth たとえ「間違い」でも
まだ間に合うから・・・

Why did create humans?
生まれた持った不平等
Why did create the earth?
誰もに秘められた愚か

目に映る不平等それは
目に見えないequality
どこにも無いでしょう?
あなたの素晴らしさ

生まれて来た君達に 優越などはない
I’ts just truth 誰もが誰にもない
素晴らしさ 持っているから

全ての世界(ぼくら)がいつか
理解(わか)れる日を信じ Forever
歌い伝え続けよう
生まれたままの「僕」で・・・
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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2006|02:33 pm]
dreamyiris
http://www2.fanscape.com/threedaysgrace/audio/animal_wmhi.aspx
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(no subject) [Jun. 7th, 2006|09:48 pm]
dreamyiris
radiology is such a cushy job. watashi wa hoshi ! just sit in the dimly lit air con room and read CT scans and MRI. And you get to play with fancy high technology stuff. (AND OMG, i never knew that they pass out reports by audio-taping.. which will be converted automatically by the computer to written words. how cool is that??!!!) And so far all the radiologists i've met... all well-fed, no eye bags, rested and excellently groomed.. unlike all those poor internal medicine people and surgeons...
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